How do I know if something is true? I don't entirely. Everything we hear is an opinion and not a fact. Everything we see is just a perspective, not the truth. Hence, there have to be some strict protocols in place which one follows diligently for one's own peace of mind and personal safety.
Since I am a bit of a rebel, it needs more than just a verbal proclamation to convince me of what feels true and what doesn't. Our personal nature can either work for us or against us. Since it is capable of doing both, we have to be conscious of our Beingness and take good care of our personal energy.
In this day and age, with all the information available at the tips of one's fingers, I am still uncertain and unsure. That is quite something considering our every choice in this world is based upon either the reality of truth or the unreality of lies. In my experience, one can only judge the validity of truth by the corresponding feelings and energy that is felt immediately on making a choice, e.g. I feel at peace when I have chosen "correctly" for myself. When I choose an untruth, there is a restlessness and anxiety that, if not checked, begins to feel very uncomfortable and uneasy. Basically, it is because I am lying to myself. It is worth mentioning here that the True Self has no tolerance for all that is not of Itself. To harm yourself in any way is an evil being perpetrated upon the Self. The Spirit is always about Wholeness, Resonance, Harmony amongst others, and when we experience such Wholesomeness, it serves as a good barometer to rely on as we communicate and interact with ourselves and the world. I am a work in progress and it is the part of me that always saves me from my insanity a lot of the times.
Since the declaration of the world pandemic, we have been, and continue to be put to the truth test. It is an extremely trying time and really, it's a wake-up call. It is not enough to know all of this information that we need and require especially now, but it is essential to become curious about the deeper reasons why such catastrophes are happening. We are not just a material world. We are a multidimensional one and this material world exists within our spiritual multidimensional world as well, and though it may be unseen, it is pulsating and throbbing with ever-present life. Beginning to have an awareness that we are possibly more than just this flesh and blood is a good place to start from. Being spiritual beings, we are subject to spiritual laws and truths as well. One of them is nothing can be fixed on the outside of our heart space or inner world. If you have an argument about that, look around. When was the last time you heard some good news about the peace and progress of the world? When was the last time you felt safe, sure, secure and well settled into yourself?
I learned rather late in life to be comfortable with truth even if it is hard to accept. During my entire life, I have been afraid to see the ugly when ugly was staring at me in the face. I painted ugliness and lies with my best paint so that I don't need to deal with it. Strange but I always thought if I pretend something didn't exist, it wouldn't. Or if I accepted that it did exist, I was firm of the belief that in time it would go away or just disappear, or better still, there would be a huge turnaround and new changes, but ah-ha! that is really going deeper into the illusions of the mind. If at any point one doesn't feel capable of dealing with what is true, it is better to mull over it, sleep, contemplate, meditate, or pray over it, but never, never live in the illusion and ignorance that people change automatically. No, people don't, and you will find this out the hard way especially if you have allowed yourself to enter into any kind of alliance, partnership, friendship, relationship - business or personal - that you had a niggling doubt about, but chose to ignore it. You literally have to pay for it with your life. Your personal energy gets badly compromised, and you become easy bait for illness, chronic pain, and dis-ease of all kinds.
When life gets tough, call on The Divine.
"DIVINE WORTH. Divine Beloved, change me into One who every day remembers who I Really AM - a living, breathing conduit for Love. May I wake up to who I actually Am: All I encounter. May I be carried by Divine Grace in every moment. May I know my true nature as Love itself.
- Tosha Silver / Change Me Prayers
With Love & Presence, Lavina.
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